it isnt right to feel this way again. letting go had been moving on quite smoothly for the past few days. yet, wonders never last long enough for my enjoyment.
the excitement and panicked moments of school has drown out most of my energy perhaps. i feel hopeless. similarly, i felt as though hope is a million miles away. never to come.
trying hard in working towards S O L O. but clearly, it isnt as simple as i thought it'd be. it takes a lot more than that.
the plain fact that i feel hopeless shows it all.
