I believe the 22nd of January will just zoom up as immediate and as accessible as tomorrow. I'm not making a point, but merely depicting my week's programme..
It's just tight, things are happening back-to-back, especially when I have the least free period to squeeze in some work (+fun) during the schooling duration. Hmm, it's tough. But as much as I'm expected to fulfill every little task, I'll have to brace the upshots.
Falling asleep only at an early hour of the day, and having less than the necessitated amount of sleep, how am I to immerse absolute concentration during lessons? I can't tell anyone this, but I'm afraid of flopping.
Yeah, I used to do the same, but the thing is, I used to have a weekly-packed tuition scheme. Now, I'm all on my own.. It's hard to picture an alert SM in class, but being blur for the past 3 years totally made things a killer.
Constant reminder, 'people' expect things out of me, I can't just give in. But proving my stand, requires a whole lot more than I'd ever assumed.
"when you're like a single flower whose colours have turn to shades of gray, well hang on, be strong.."
