You painted me a blue sky but you tore it down again.
Just like you did every other time.
It didn't really bother me today. I wasn't feeling much at all, probably because my mood was swinging in my head like how pendulums swing in Physics. I was perfectly fine.
I needed help, I typed a friends name in my 'send' bar and your name appeared. And it just has to remind me that I wasn't talking to you anymore. Just like how the other day, when I was casually talking to someone and she had to mention how easy it was when you were here. How coincidental is that?
If you were here, I might even thought that you arranged it yourself. But I know it can't be. God did maybe? But I believe in Him.
I wish this would end.
With either you ignoring me for the rest of your life.
Or at least, making an effort to make things work.
