I haven't blogged in ages. So what brought me here today? I can't point out exactly what it is, but I suddenly have this urge to tell people (or at least feel like I've told someone - I doubt anyone reads this blog anymore) that I am at a very happy and contented place in my life right now.
I feel at ease with the pace of my life and I feel in sync with everything I do. My mind is at peace with my surroundings and every decision I make seems to bring me a kind of contentment that I cannot find in other phases of my life. People say you tend to get lost in your 20s because that's when you're supposed to find yourself. I'm turning 21, and I think, I've found myself. And I am really happy with that.
Sometimes I regret the fact that under some totally undesired circumstances, I was put in a pressure cooker way earlier than most people at that age. But at the same time, I'm really glad it's all over. I'm very grateful for the strength that I somehow had during those dark days and I am very excited to move on.
I feel like a whole new life awaits now - like I'm fearless. Like anything or anyone else in this world don't matter anymore and I'm unstoppable It makes me feel like I've got grip of this very slippery life. And it sure feels hella good.
So I guess all I wanted to say is that, I'm just very contented right now. It's not just happiness, it's a feeling that makes you feel whole and complete.
So, hello world, I'm glad to be back :)
