Tuesday, December 23, 2008

what happened?

what happened eh? at this point, i believe there's no turning back. but frankly, what actually happened? im left blurred. i dont know, and i just cant explain. i cant tell what's going on in her mind. gosh! she's so unpredictable.. one moment she's so welcoming and warm, the next, she's back to her cool and cold self again.

was it because of the text? was she mad? i really didnt mean to send it to her la. i just typed the wrong contact. i mean what do u expect, when u tell me something, i'd end up writing that. so when i say something about someone, i'll end up sending it to that someone. damn! my silly-ness..

or was it not because of the text? i dont thing i screwed anything.. am i thinking too much? was she in a bad mood? was she just busy? gah! forget it. no point asking questions, im not getting an answer anyway. :|

i dont even get why im so bothered over this. so what if she doesnt reply my IMs and my texts.. [well, she doesnt normally reply text] oh well, i dont know. i shouldnt be so bothered about this. it shouldnt affect my life. but why? i need an answer! :| it feels so odd.. just as im having the greatest time of life..

ps: once again, it's not you alright. because i cant think of any reason why 'she' would actually read my blog.


- by the way, im NOT EMO-ing -
 

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