Well, 2008 is almost over and a new year is coming ahead – 2009. it felt as thought time really flew passed and I’m getting older and older just each day. Next, I would find myself sitting for PMR already when I thought I was just done with UPSR! :D
2008
An early bye bye there to you, 2008! Haha. I guess I shall just roughly sum up 2008 here..
Well, in 2008, life was like roller coaster - a year I shall never forget no matter how far I’ll travel through time. NEVER! The greatest and the worst time of my life was recorded in this remarkable year. Loads had happened, though im pretty sure more would happen in 2009!
A roller coaster eh? How? Why? Well, read on then..
I’d experienced the worst of life.. THE WORST! And I meant it. In fact, it recorded my greatest failure. Yes, I was lost. Really lost. Even I myself couldn’t myself. I cant explain exactly how it is that im ‘lost’ but let me tell you, it was terrible – that period of time. I sort of ‘flunked’ my mid term exam and apparently being the greatest actress of all time – acting as though nothing was wrong. Parents, teachers, family – all was shocked and really disappointed in me. Well, what could I do? I just cant help it.
Someone was distracting me. A
Despite that period of time, 2008 is apparently the greatest year.
I’d soar through school life, I’d sail through the strongest of friendship, and traveled through awesome musical experiences..
School
Nothing much that I could really say about school, other than it was the Jubilee year. Well, im pretty sure u Assuntarians know the happenings – which actually, in an indirect way, brightened bits of 2008’s life.
Friends
This year, I finally found unbreakable friendship. Yes! Solid strong! And I almost couldn’t believe it actually exist..
The SSD for example. U might call it insane-ness of three typical best friends. But I call it – unbelievable. First, it’s the combination wise, a malay, a Chinese and an Indian! Isnt that awesome?! Haha. I know. Self praise = no praise. Whatever! It is apparently through SSD that I realized I actually have trustable friends. I love them, I tell you! There’s nothing that u couldn’t say to them. Well unless of course when they get really bored of me for repeating the same topic of someone again and again! Haha.
But there’s someone that I really wanna thank. Yes, it’s random but I couldn’t have survived any longer without her. DHIVIAH! I couldn’t imagine life without her. How am I to survive? Without her listening to all my problems , without her telling me what to do.. without her pulling me up when im almost falling.. life would be IMPOSSIBLE! Well, you make impossibility POSIBLE! Thanks!
Poems
Haha! yesh! My darlings! I do treasure them a lot. And it is in 2008 that I find myself writing a lot more than usual. With more feelings! Haha. well yeah. I think I can write better now, don’t u? haha! lol. Um, apparently, things aren’t so fake as compared. I felt it. Deep in my soul – which also brought me to my other discovery. That is, I couldn’t write happy, joyous poems anymore. Im stuck with emo. But in a good way. Not as in the emo, emo way. I cant put them in words. That’s okay. Don’t bother. Haha.
And other..
Haha. I cant help but to add this special paragraph for this someone! Haha. and yes, it IS that someone I mention earlier. :D
This someone has got me stumbling through hell, then raise me soaring high, and once again kick me back down. Haha. yeah. It’s complicated. Though this someone doesn’t know that it’s got such huge impacts to my life.. haha. well that’s okay. As long as my existence is felt. That’s good enough. But hell yeah! It’s the best thing that’s ever happened, though I hoped it never had happen sometimes..
[ couldn’t decide if I should put a ‘he’ or a ‘she’.. so I decided on IT! ]
So..
2008 isnt that bad after all. :D to top things up, I attended the amazing concert. So im pretty happy about how things is going now, though I believe there’s more room for moving forward.. haha. (I don’t want to use ‘improve’!)
So yeah...