cold as you; i know

i realized.. i dont blog as frequently as i used to. it was considerably a custom routine of a day, but now, indolence had taken over my mind. so much that typing a couple of words seemed like an ordeal. gosh sm..

i sense a similar situation, a certain condition which i had once lingered on, and i didnt like it at all. but somehow, im back here.

i remembered how much you wanted me to change for the better, i did. and even worked really really hard doing things which i never would take a liking in doing. i gave random targets a shot, simply because you verbalized your hopes in me, and i want to please you..

but then, as im striving hard on it. you'd decided to walk away.
i wonder why...

things are strange. i used to blog really long post with extra big vocabulary just to meddle up the minds of my readers. but in this, i'd decided to keep it simple.

i'd lost the mood of doing so, for there isnt anyone to please now.
do come back..

"that's why im gonna be on the next plane home.."