i feel like blogging, for no specific cases.

oh yes, im officially a self-declared, dark emo.
i just have this love for being emo, but so much for a smilemaker, it contradicts really badly. and for being the smile-mades, me transforming to an emo is like a huge demur. and why the trouble of all the fuss, i am an emo by nature :p
oh well, just let me be la. sometimes, judging what's wrong and what's right is just not right. and for everything to have a conclusion, having to infer the precise consequence of simply everything, just shows how inapt actions have been.
and again, it hurts to see the fool in myself. the best way is to lam out of everything :) including the fearful thoughts in mind :D
i might have given a hundred percent but it's always an aught return..
"and if you ask me if i love him, i'd lie..."