To get you out of my life completely would make me seem ruthless. I'm not, because I still love you. Even if I feel like I'm crazily being used.
It's alright now.
It's not worth getting all upset over someone who isn't even half as upset as you are.
"Never make someone your priority when you're only the option". So why should I make you my priority. Yes, it hurts reading this huh, after all those "I'm always there for you"s that I'd written and said all these while.
I'll still be there though, just that, I'll let things go for a bit.
I should start living a life for myself, and not anybody else :)
Happy Holidays everyone :D
I feel like I'm slacking, and the guilt consumes me alive.
