Monday, May 2, 2011

Breaking Down


I woke up this morning having a bad dream, though I wouldn't actually call it a nightmare. Because it's a bad dream that I'd rather have in reality. Rather than having to find the right chance to say out loud what I've got to say.

I feel that everything is breaking down. People who were once so close to me are straying so far away that sometimes I wish when they look back, they'd at least catch a glimpse of me. And the people who were once so unfamiliar to me, are those who are standing right beside me now.

What happened?

You used to give me all the chills that you want to, even if you know that it's too much for me to take. But I did. I took it right there and never gave up on you. I thought you needed a break, and I even spaced a break, but now it doesn't seem to be working like old times anymore. You've probably changed, and realised that I am actually replaceable. No longer, the only one you've met..

Another you used to care so much for me, making sure everything is fine. No doubt, I don't deny or doubt that you know that I am vulnerable like this. But it also isn't really you to be acting this way. I don't know what happened between us. Not the slightest idea. But I know something is different.

Let's just say, those who are reading this are those that are left with me in this battle that I'm still fighting.
 

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