
Hey world :)
I just came back from Music Con Brio 2011 and 'twas brilliant!
Everyone would probably be rejoicing now, so am I, but I can't help but to lose myself again in the deep sea of mysterious looks and spiteful rumours. As much as I wish you'd remember me, it was awkward when I don't know if you're looking at me when you turn.
I know I'm being really paranoid everytime your eyes just gaze over to that direction of the hall. It may not be me, it may be someone else. But I'm afraid that it makes you uncomfortable that you know of my presence.
I was dumb and stupid 3 years back. But little did you know, the girl who strayed away from you has changed so much since. I am now who I am and I am no longer that creep who fantasize about being like you.
I wish they didn't tell you anything about it, I wish you never knew. But although I never got the confirmation, I know you knew.
Just tell me if you wish to. Anything.
Just don't make this worse.
Although we have hardly spoken more than 10 times.