It's strange to say. I have a lot of friends going up and down, passing me by, but none of them ever stopped to ponder why. I thought there was. Once it felt real true, but now, every one.. every single one of them walked past, saw a shield of insecurity and left it hanging there.
Today is such a bad day.
It started by giving me a terrible tummy ache that follows the early morning tummy cramp. It's bad. And I thought when the day actually begin it'd be better. But hell, no.
Sleep has been such a desperation today. I got waken up, for inevitable school routine. It just probably made me a little unhappy. But I never expected it to become something so bad. I lost it.
School has always been a happy place - a home for joy and laughter, but today, it's scarier than home. It's like I'm hopping between both worlds where one is black and the other is white. The dark side is like a nightmare haunting me in the day.. and the white usually, is the only part of life where things seem neutral.
But today, it's gone.
Even the day has gone dark and the people surrounding me now seem like monsters trying to rip me apart.
I'm such a mess.
