So I spent most of my Physics class playing QWOP today, yet still failing miserably but attempting continuously until now. It's frustrating really when you can't make an animated game character run even more than 10m easily, whereas in reality, it's such a piece of cake. Ahh well, my patience needs some training, so I guess it's a good practice for me :)
This withdrawal thing is killing me slowly.
I woke up this morning feeling so weighed down and bothered by how I feel. I guess writing that book to fill it up will take my mind off things a little. It's quite a brilliant idea and I must say you there, my friend is a genius!
Yesterday someone asked me if my handwriting was still the same as it was a few years ago, and I said no, but deep inside me, I was thinking, well yeah actually it is if I put in some effort when I'm writing. But as I begin writing yesterday on the same book, the contrast was so big that I cannot deny that it's no longer the same.
And this brings me to think that, you know, it's just as how I have changed. I am no longer the same person I was 4 years ago. I used to be so different and all that I have been through in these years have stripped me off my naivety and general trust for everything. It stripped me of the most basic sincerity of human nature.
It's the same analogy.
But I'm glad I changed. Being stone-cold isn't that bad :)
