it isnt right, rationally, to blog twice a day; revealing the sheer fact of my plain boredom.
Well actually, boredom is just an excuse to blog. The verity behind this excuse is that i have a doubt. an unspoken doubt.
Perhaps it’s plain narcissism that has brought me to this thought. Then again, perhaps it isn’t.
Perhaps my eyes aren’t fooling me.
Perhaps my friend’s eyes weren’t fooling her as well.
Perhaps things are going well after all.
Perhaps I’m thinking to much.
The list of perhaps goes on and on endlessly.
Somehow, my instinct tells me that it isn’t sheer vanity. It isn’t anything close to vanity. It is true. I feel it. And even someone else feels the same. So why am I giving myself reasons? Merely because it’s impossible enough that my backup dream actually IS coming true?
i need a response..
