This isn’t the first time common sense has let me down. In fact, the amount of times are practically uncountable by now. I’d told myself over and over again that I shouldn’t have made that move, but eventually, I did. Which is why, I end up here today, at this moment, feeling as miserable as ever.
This is nothing better than a dread. When I’m all prepared for it, it wouldn’t happen. Then again, when I’m on the verge of giving up, the matter rises all over again.
Well what do you expect me to do?! I’m human too. And it certainly does not feel pleasant when emotional time takes over you. Believe it, it’s true.
So here I am, back to square one. Not knowing to turn left or right; to trust yes or no; or to decide black or white. Everything’s back to a blunt stop once again, when the beginning was perfect.
common sense often disappoints me..
