i feel forsaken, dreadfully forsaken as a matter of fact. to speak the truth, i'd voyaged through passages far more excruciating as compared, but experiences do not precisely define "typically felt"
i cant place myself in their shoes - having to be so cold, yet as warm as ever. that significant character is indeed a common portrayal between those two individuals which i'd never be able to peruse, eventually contradicts greatly from the character i play.
that familiar warmth which once encircled my soul had rambled away since some days back; and hadnt found it's way back since. deep down inside, those grieves couldnt be verbally explicated.
it's not good to feel abandoned. not like i was once cared for as a vital role. except for my daily obligation. and that is all.
full stop..
