i need fantasy.. just a break

just every other time that i launched this page, things seem to pop out, out of no where at all. it's crazy to think of every other little task that i'd left undone, and every other bigger task that im struggling through.

i like this kind of holiday for an alteration now, it's fun-packed, in an exceedingly busy way. i dont get a break of nothing at all. even if i do take a break, it's procrastination..

and it's not like im not used to it..

i dont even think anyone comes to my blog anymore, after the long long deadness of it. i dont care. im just telling whoever it is that's left what i think, feel, am doing right now, even if im the last reader left..

ahh, it's so hard to get a theme for the event.. :(

"it's like catching a lightning, the chances of finding someone like you"