every breath i exhale burns my nasal cavity and every breath i inhale evokes a hundred pain. and every now i then, i would burst out in coughs for the lack of oxygen.
in short, im suffocating from blocked nose and burning throat..
i was blissfully blessed with much love and care the last time i was this sick. and still very fresh in my memory, i wanted to fall sick all over again. but now, without much of the previous vibe and none of the identical care, it sucks.
i feel like a walking scarecrow, somehow. it isnt exactly appropriate to describe myself as a scarecrow, for no better reason and i dont even look like one now. i just feel helpless. but i doubt scarecrows even feels like me.
oh whatever..
i just miss the way you assume that i go to school just for your sake, and the was you assured me that you'll be fine without me, just so that i would rest at home.
i wish those time were repeated again..
like somehow you just dont belong and no one understands you..
