Why do I even bother convincing myself to let loose of my ever-piling workload and take a break from trying to balance myself on a tightrope? When i actually somehow or rather, know that I will reach a time when I'll lose it and fall head over heels, back into my preconceived notion about delegations and obligations.
How mundane is that again? Remind me please.
I tried. I did. I drugged myself with positive beliefs that I should have but by fact, I don't. I'm just drugged by my own poison. And just, how dumb and ironic is that?
So I've learnt my lesson.
The next time when someone asks me why am I doing everything, I shall not try to please them again.
Enough said.
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