after all those motions of editing and deleting post that are either too out of style or too emo to be the current SM, it's finally the 100th post of my old, ancient blog. yay!
i shall ponder over the title of this blog post as i type on. too many things to narrate to you readers, and too many contradicted significance in them. how eh? perhaps it could be the typical rojak (:
anyway, let's proceed on the more interesting side of life..
yesterday was teachers' day. i've just wasted 5 seconds of life typing that out, im sure most of you would know that, but for the sake of an intro, there you have it. and yes, the same habitual course each year: the act of santa-claus-ing, the fun of britney-spear-ing, etc.
and then, the fun ends, leaving us excessively self absorbed people there, stranded in our pool syok-ness. fine. people parted and went home, leaving me in the canteen, bonding with people whom i usually dont, as i wait on.. see the desperation there?
the rest were just blablabla's which would bore you if i'd went into details. but if u demand for a summary of it, i have a back-up for you. but the answer should be pretty simple eh? what else can happen when 2 exceedingly syok-sendiri and jazz souls meet? the laughter can never end (:
now that the smiley news has been told. i shall move on..
tomorrow would make the last day my pride stood still. yes. the end of exams, the end of my number one title. i want it, i'll miss it, but i'll never get it.
i've been really disturbed today, yet i havent the slightest idea why. im guessing that it's because ive been reflecting over my english paper.. perhaps not? im trying, at least i am, to let go of that matter but i cant. i did, but i couldnt anymore..
what choices do i have? none. the plain truth is to accept the fact that i screwed my english real bad.. and yes, it's english by the way, if you've been wondering how bloody stupid can SM be to screw english, u've got it right. she isnt as flawless..
so yes, whatever. there's english tomorrow. i dont know how to face her :/
take it easy SM
