it has been a whole week now that i'd been rambling in the grounds of Assunta with a mind brimful of emptiness and indecisive mood swings. ahh.. the sense of contriteness diverged all throughout my miserable mind, for the simple fact of being whacked in class and having my firm point of not giving my slightest concern about the regular lessons.
teachers need a break too.. i understand. take a kit-kat! :)
it's the end now.. the end of the first term. shall it be a positive or negative situation? i dont know.
all i demand now is for a certain miracle to take control on the works of time. i need time to stretch on during the holidays, then again.. i want to go back to school for a certain simple reason. though i need to complete my procrastinated stack of homework =/
when school resumes, i need to speed up time to quicken the pain of overall results.
upon mentioning that now, a certain disturbed thought of mine has taken a u-turn back to my brains. ahh..
i wish to move on. but i cant seem to. everything is stuck right here, right now. in this horrible state, where cows fly and giraffes swim.. sighh. riight.. perhaps my figuratives had gone over the limit for giving way to cows and giraffes. sorrey..
i want to sleep. not because im exhausted or because my eyes are being rebellious. it's because i couldnt find a better getaway for my knotted cases. it's stupid. im sleeping to stop thinking. how pathetic can i get?
let me know if im complaining too much.. there's no where else where i could actually go on and on releasing all these supposedly esoteric thoughts.. but now, for the world to read (:
i *heart* blogspot..
