Tuesday, September 1, 2009

dot dot dot

i dont feel anything anymore, for im completely stunned and displeased. for the pointless sake of the existence of exam in my life, i messed up a whole part of it. and now, it's just too late.

i tried shoveling deep into thoughts but i cant. im too distracted over the fact that im not flawless anymore, in fact, i never was. but at the minimal of it, i wasnt any close to the distinguishly quoted loser.

and what could 2 languange paper determine in life?
speaking fluency and writing pattern, i dont care at all. for i would never be able to strive through any of them. english or not, i always have terrible luck in english. faith sides analatical but destiny wedges mind power. both clashes and hence, SM.

hard to comprehend, deep to understand. frankly, even i dont. but i highly trust so.


can you not judge me and take it for granted like i am a happy person? i dont live in that blissful world you think i live in. and if you could just care to treat me a little better with more appreciation, i wouldnt end up in this current mood. come on, play life fair! it cant be me always to cheer you up.


right, im done and over with that.
horrible mood as you can very clearly read.

whatever, but life is quite fair on the other had, it took away an all time friend but it reignited the long lost inspiration. not bad for today at least. she's still nice if you could get the right topic :D

(:
"somewhere over the rainbow.."
 

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