yeap! the colour of the refined black, which supposedly delineates elegance. but so much for its paradox, it's imaging the contradiction of beauty on me. it's painting dark circles. in other words, im looking identical to a panda, with emerged eyebags and horrible dark circles.
fine, im forcing the culpability on pmr when it's just me staying up to relish in the serene of the night, the peace you can never taste in daylight, even with the slight fear of being bugged to bed. i dont care if the fear is giant enough to prike me offline :p
a holiday today, for a change. and apparently, for us, the last minute pmr candidates to drown ourselves in the misery of kh's stitching and history's facts and geography's maps. but no, somehow, i'd decided to chuck all those precious ticks away and stayed online the whole day.
the exam guilt is long gone, for i have not even recover from the post-trials-exam mood. and what more, to study harder for the next paper? that'd be the last you'd expect from me ;)
but well well, with more teachers settling in facebook. there's more reminders to study, with the constant questions in the chat box: arent you supposed to be studying?
and that's when all the exams guilt seeped in.
the entire vivacity when in
the lights of the house has died down, but as much as my energy level contradicts, im feeling so energetically boosted all of a sudden. and i wonder why.. hmmm..anyway, im happy la today :D though there's still much screaming going about and the grumbles never did take a break, with extra bits of harshness today, i'd pull it through with a big fat smile (:
i know why this time.. cause im your smilemaker, and if im not happy, how am i to sustain the magnitude of my smilemaking ;)
"nothing's gonna change my love for you"
