Sunday, September 6, 2009

not so sunday-ish

today is one exceptionally singular sunday. im dozed to an intense degree that i think i slept for more than half the day. and i just cant swallow that. anyway, now, i can tell you in foursquare, sleeping helps to elude life's undying troubles. and it is in a sleep when a wish is made in a dream that flushes hopes in life.

i know i sound bothered, well that's because i really am. which was why i snoozed the whole day. stupid but simple, for a weak mind-er like me ;)



i dont think she ever will aprehend the truth that lies beneath each and every one of us, the layer of human beneath our skin and the cluster of wight diffused between our flesh. i know she's been through a lot, but that doesnt mean we have to.

doesnt she know what she's doing is affecting two whole generations? gosh.. that woman is one selfish brat. needless to say, im born in such a situation, and i should know better how to lam out of it.

it's a horribly confused mess, but it's what i call my life. im totally snarled up.



whatever it is, unbroken time drifts. and i shall not let it pass pointlessly, only to carve bitterness into my sweet sweet chronicle :D

somehow or rather, i shall find a way to cease this throe in life, even if i were to drug myself to immunity, i shall. 14 years is too had to hard to tolerate, and the rest of my life, never.


"like somehow you just dont belong and no one understands you"
 

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