but seriously, i do feel like a serious addict right now. and please, im not on drugs. and im absolutely conscious on that, though it's some when of midnight now that im, literally, slamming my keyboard :p i still think straight la.. through emo-ness, i still do :D
it's like you'd relish in the motion of it, you'd wish it would never come to an end, you'd wish upon simply anything and just about everything for it to happen. but who knows, the more you take it, the harder it is to cease.
and it takes a whole lot to stop it. it's like abstaining yourself from smoking when you're an insane smoker. even rehabilitation centers cant cease this sort of agony. ahhh, you're the only corrective (:
the broadness of your trails is just like that. lighting up the umbra encircling my eyes, and illuminating hopes. dreams are coming true like raindrops, for your words keep me strong.
it's another mean of survival, despite life's necessity (:
and i actually want to tell you this..
if only you could stumble into my blog somehow, someday :p im not surprised even if you do, for i make things pretty obvious :D
let me relate this to you, it feels better than getting an autograph from MJ; way happier than a photograph with taylor lautner; even luckier than a movie with *insert your ideal choice of date*.. it reaaaally does.
and that's all an individual with a ideal perfection could do. though i know she's not perfect.. but well, i am canonizing her somehow. and im believing it, for i am.
i havent gone out of mine. no worries :p
"give me a therapy; im a walking travesty"
