frankly, it was 2 in the morning and with a terribly somnolent brain, stilled poked with emotionless energy to blog about the contrition of the past, i cant help but to topple over senses. i just needed to let it out. and a thousand thanks to those who bothered to endure the sight torture :p
i couldnt grasp myself. i didnt even want to, i'd just wish for the emotions to flow and gush out of myself and it did. thanks to someone who didnt do anything as well (:
mum will obviously restrict me from the midnight oil burning tonight. let's just say, i'd gotta wait until the pre-pmr is over. and when another burder slips off life. it's good ya know, to feel lighter by the second.
but then again, the weight thrown upon is never weightier than what every tick would draw.
some people think ive chased myself out of my mind, to actually neglect the nerd-ifying motion of the exams this round. i did, and i know you are amazed at my presence online. and as i mentioned earlier, im not as flawless as you think i am..
but well well, you'd never thought i was flawless. you thought you were. and somehow, reality has decided to prove you wrong (: i may be getting more ego by every glory up the step, but at least, i have what it takes, unlike you. wannabe (:
oh yes, thank you for bringing me here. if it wasnt for you, i wouldnt place double the effort to mark you off the list (: thanks, very much appreciated :D
"she's like, so whatever; i can do so much better"
