i feel the clanking noise in me while being all excited rushing ubiquitously, the resonance of emptiness in me. lacking of a lil' care and concern from a certain source of inspiration i suppose. and the echo of it is getting a lil' too piercing to be filtered through my feeble auditory canal.
this unwanted sense of effete bloomed a couple of days ago when i thought i could actually handle it alright, until the day of the return. but those enthusiastic, whacked thoughts seem to have elude, marooning me with bits of failed implementations.
oh whatever.. leave me all u want! :/
anyway, resuming to my original point here.. i feel like i need some serious motivational talk. but not counseling of course.. to restore those wiped off energy i once had. yes, perhaps even those little butterflies to be cocoons back into my tummy. i dont mind (:
i've been attempting to abandon my blog. not literally but to at least de-escalate my permanent blogging habit. i think im having 'blog-bites'! :D
i think im displaying too much of depths in my blog, not to mention the amount of emo-ness in them. so today would witness the refashioning of style in my post i hope. as in more glee, less emo.. but not less cryptic :D dream on, on that..
more wee-ing and whoop-ing to come in my blog post, i presume. ahh.. perhaps i should edit my blog skin again to get a more wee-ing colour in it?
alright-o then..
till the next skin ;)
oh ps: i have a new addiction: green (:
