holidays: i'll stand by you

let me see you through; cause ive seen the dark side too.

those threads of memories flowed back gushingly into my stark mind, now chock-full with terrible reminisces of the past, the painful past, once so adhesive to even let me go.

for a 14-year-old, i've seen pretty much of the dark side. at least, i suppose you could say that. i think i've seen, felt and experienced it more than i'm supposed to, especially for someone who hangs by the identical age cue.

sometimes, i think it's a little too much. logically, it's really hard. but going by instincts, it's just a simple, unexposed sort of love (: all it takes is the right one to unravel it.

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ahhh and again, i'm feeling super un-whoopy today, shoveling deeper into my unexplainable thoughts. it's like i cant escape this routine anymore :D

alright, so for the reason that im not feeling whoopy today. i shall not blog anymore (: