i'd seen the blinking light at last!
dumping the depression, throwing away the frustration, at last! despite being so awkwardly hurt, in an expressionless manner, and having it smacked right on my face, i got it. i see the light, and pulled it through.
it's feels a thousand times better than plucking bliss in the moon, i've flown higher than that level, outreached the moon long ago.. now, i need a further planet. suggestions?
yay! i'm out of my mind! and im happy about that. something that i (or maybe she, too) can finally be proud of, and sincerely proud of :D