holidays: customary conflict

i loathe strongly the fact that i am so easily distracted emotionally, even with the most negligible matter. i despise the fact that i am always psychologically diverted. and hence, the often usage of my 'mood-bleach' label.

ahh.. i am officially disturbed.

'with what?' should be the most common articulation expressed and the largest doubt provoked. the customary of voices filled with curiosity echoed in the air. yada.. yada.. i cant construe a proper answer..

i do understand, emotionally, that i've got to build a stronger personality to comprehend more 'emotional-conflicts' to come. i trust it's a fundamental need, the most basic of inferring deeper views of senses in my poem-ical pieces.

but what reality had witnessed, i'd dreaded through life to come up with most of them.. and i still am.

simply for that reason, the often emotional-conflict is somewhat countenanceable in my everyday life, and true enough, i'm used to it.

yet, i still cant take it.

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the above might sound utterly pointless, senseless, and inane to you readers, but just bare with me. then again, it shouldnt be understood.. or else, u are going through emotional conflicts as well..

then join the club :)