and so school ended..
to stop the excessive H1N1 precautions and to commence a whole new dreadful anxiety. im much worried about tomorrow's thing. so there, 'the invisible video of me stuttering through my piece' is currently on a loop in my mind. disturbing much?!
also, the fact that pride is always with us freaks me out monstrously. it adds a whole heavy lot of force above my head. i feel that i'm smaller and smaller every moment. this is rotating from excitement to um, diffidence :S
let's not bother bout it yet. im taking wee break right now to sweep off the horror running in my mind. didnt really work, but at least its weight streamed off a tad bit to dwindle the uneasiness.
for a change of topic, for the escapade of boredom and for the fun of amusing readers, i shall lengthen my blog post to the rhytmical length which i track. see swan, i make my post long long (:
people are are seeing the bore in blogspot these days. for a change of environment, they moved to twitter perhaps.. or there's no other form of internet-cracy sort of fun? now that people arent blogging any longer..
i threw my view further just a couple of minutes back, thinking what the world would be like when i would finally have a go off it. gaaaah.. too soon for the death talk you think? who knows what the future sees..
dont worry, im not on drugs (:
