to most of you, it was simply a charity concert to fund the instruments , a sheer showcase of young talents, merely an entertainment on a saturday night. but it unveiled a whole lot more than that, beyond what is plainly perused.
so i shall make the obvious now, in case u havent noticed, i made life history! :D
despite that, hightlights of the concert would be forthrightly the least aptly locale to search for.
though i fancy the way things were arranged and managed. i fancy the way the implications of music seeped through our hearts. i fancy the determination shown to make the night an awesome one. and of course, i fancy the swift waves of batons of a certain awesome character (:
now, for life history..
i'd comprehended the afflicting truth that the agony would began all over again, just like how it did on that long forcefully-forgotten day. i'm an absolute idiot in this matter, attracting faults. drowning myself in misery, again.
and i thought i would never have the guts to do it. i swore i never would, if it wasnt for eva. i longed for this day ever since the last one ended, just for that particular reason (of accomplishing the impossible, carving life history). and thanks everyone, i did it! :D
it was just a simple matter of to go or not to go, to do it or not to do it. time had spared me its allowance long ago, for uncountable times. then again, i hadnt the guts to do it, just to word a simple "hello".
identically to how proudly i am to display my egoism, im as proud to voice my accomplishment. though that, im not so much of a "talker" with her. through the mind panic in search of topic, i'd still manage to draw a laugh (: with my lame sarcasm :D
in spite of that, i stuttered terribly to end. i cant even recall what i said, excitement had swallowed my memory. i could only recall saying all the best with some thumbs up. gaah.. at least, i made it :)
and now, i'm flying in the skies once more. i know how it feels like to fly without wings (:
i'm flying without wings,
and that's the joy you bring,
i'm flying without wings
:D
