i should elude this state, and search for a new life in the livings. i should stop pricking my nose into the vague future to stop necessary disappointment. i should swallow what others have got to say.
having friends around you when you've hit the the bottom of an apparently abysmal landing with an extra loaded thud!, are the rarest and the best magic-work you could ever stumble upon.
i love them!
it's been hard going through all those for the past few days of life. it's been extremely devastating to rant over the same issue repeatedly. and it's been worse, to unintentionally make you guys repeat the same comforts to me almost each time i rant.
im truly sorrey for being such a moodless freak, and for putting up that falsifying disguise of being happy. but from the deepest of the deepest, and the biggest of the largest, thank you so much for permanently being by my closest side..
and now,
after the rain,
i finally see some hues of color, reflecting the rainbow above, which has always been above me. but without the rain, never to emerge.
i love you, rain and rainbow (:
more of a blithesome post today for a total rotation.
also, sorrey readers for having you dread through those days with me, thousand, millions apologies..
anyway,
im okay now.
being just the SM i always am..
"emo revolution? pfft.."
