i blame imagination.
for these utterly unconvincing delusion im having.
leave phantasm aside, im energetically dehydrated. simply for poking my nose into the rear, unveiled side of the installation today. and yeah, it's my fault again. but well, it's one awesome install, and needless to scribble, totally provoked tears.
tick..tick..tick..
im thinking way down abysmal now.
and im very much spooked with my own thoughts.
yes, it's odd how time seem to possess magical powers, going faster and slower at the same instants, playing the wheel-charm differently within every heart. i adore the time factory, and how i wish i could be part of it :D
if i succeed, i shall make life easier for u people.. someday :D
things arent flowing according to the expected scheme. it's the second time already today and i hate to know if there's a third one coming, though i sense it in the depths of logicality.
well, that's what i'd got to fill up my list of rants.
but it's all revolving around the same matters for a few days already. ive been pretty patient, but i dont see what patient has done for me. i know im blind, but still..
im so academically deprived. and im not at all prepared for trials, which is supposed to hit in another few weeks. the space is getting narrower every second, but im still utilizing them so much for my blogging habit.
blogspot had sparked a writer in me, but also killed a nerd.
gaaaah! it's all in the mind!