and thus, i blog to refine my appetite..
today, my emotional status just ran loose as if there are no boundaries. well, kris allen might be right, there are no boundaries. but it scares me, personally, and yes, even myself!
emotions escaped to the amusement park, for a roller coaster ride ;D
dawn marked an unpleasant energetic boost, as an unidentified gust forced my eyelids open, to yank me out of bed. unquestionably, i want to attend school (not only because i have english lessons), but still, the idea of history lessons sapped my enthusiasm dry.
i like history, (: but not when it's narrated in class.
later, p.e revealed the awful truth that we would slur over literature again, somehow.. for we cant teach ourselves, teacher's missing, students... bising.
lame much..
i heard the cheers, i saw the high-fives and i sense the revelry.
i know people are glad, but im just not..
and i just hate it when people show how much they like it when she's absent, simply for the dreariness of english.
then, i gave up. the shadows shading my mind is too much to challenge upon and it intense excruciation to actually battle it. but just as i surrendered, light diffused into my empty mind and whoosh! the world was never brighter.
gosh! i cannot imagine, neither can i construe what miraculous force it was. i was stunned, dazed and whatever more adjective to add glitz to how i felt. it was simply magical.. and that smile i beamed was priceless.
that moment was pure excitement, and then, the joy sank a little, for i began to wonder why am i so thoroughly filled with bliss. it's quaint, it's never odder, but i just felt happy (:
i can feel it, and i dont need agreement to this :D
oh yes! i love my mummy..
she quoted "wanna know what's padan muka, look into the mirror!"
and for that, i love her twice as much (:
i am very addicted to the song Cinderella by Steven Curtis Chapman, lately, though the song might have been released ages ago.
im always late..
"cause i know, something the prince never knew"
