i feel so entirely sapped dry of energy, ending up with dawdling brain power, drowsy speech and feeble organs. somehow, the passage linking my nasal cavity and throat feels blazed. nerding had failed me for the lacking of spirit and energy boost.
the easiest and most construable answer to that, im utterly, terribly and horribly sick.
and you didnt even care..
im trying to elude the fact that im sick, so i wont psychologically think im sick.
cause i have class tonight =/
simplicity simply entwined itself into perplexity these days. i know they rhyme and would make a fairly great pair, but still, it's putting me through much blaze and burns. i hate the state im currently in.
Rashes emerge like the sun rises, burns peels like there's no feeling. but deep down inside, it hurts badly. but who knows? cause im the only idiot who's stupid enough to place myself in this deathly trap.
who's to blame?
stupid SM..
what happened to those smiles which used to greet me with a sincere beam?
what happened to those text messages constantly jamming my inbox?
what happened to those blonde jokes we laugh about?
what happened to the old you?
i'll give you some time, and put my mind to rest while then..
"im letting go. you're just too much.."
