piling up

omgaush, homework are somehow finding its way to me. everything has to be handed in. OMG! and yet, i still can blog (: haha. see what blogger has done to me :p

"im as busy as a bee.. or would i rather say, im busy 'cause of bee?" *winks*

state of bliss

there seem to be this unidentified state of bliss within myself. i wouldnt say i dont know why im feeling this because i might have a hint on it. (: im just feeling so *wooohooooooooo!* haha. i dont know. it's just awesome.

*my heart will go on (:*

dream kills

okaaay fellow readers,

i am officially haunted by my dream..

how? i dont know. who? i dont know. haha. okay, maybe i do know by who. but it's odd. omg! i've dreamt of it twice! TWICE!

dreamt of what u may ask? the last thing one would ever think of. screaming at one of your teachers while she screams back, like some super kiddo fight that who most probably happen in preschools.

yup. i know. sweetmae is MAD! i agree too. omg.

ps: dont ask who that particular teacher is..

my hero (:

"said it once, repeated twice" ©

yeah, im stuck. with the above phrase. whatever it is i'll work that out.

i think im into it all over again. ive got that feeling back. and its haunting me, terribly. especially when u look at me and smile (:

all over again..

OMG!
that feeling's back again,
it's haunting my life!
it's never gonna go, isn't it?

school is just.....

everyone else of clare would be having house practice now, but im here blogging! :D nah, not because im lazy. and im not saying that im very rajinted. but it's because of my stupid voice + cough. i go coughing like e'where. so i dont wanna end up coughing in the middle of 100meters. and also my jab, till now can feel like its so stressed! haha. xD

since im talking bout the jab. yup! i took the jab. and i dont want to talk about it much. so no more elaborations on it. FULL STOP!

ENGLISH is so stressful! the teacher is so unpredicable. yeah yeah, i know what i blogged earlier about a special preference on the english teacher, well, yeah, it is true, but still.... one moment she asked us if we're prepared for PLBS, the next she told us we're dong summary. and her implications sound like, IM GONNA ASK ANYTIME! haha. :D oh well, whatever la. i have CUE CARDS. my so call cue cards, where my whole bludeh speech is in it! haha. :D

one more! i drank 2 cans of kicapoo during recess, just to make my voice go worse! so that i have a reason to not do oral. but she didnt ask for it today. wasted my effort. -.- go susah susah drink kicapoo when my voice already like so teruk. :p

under construction..

THE BLOG IS OFFICIALLY UNDER CONSTRUCTION..!
as u can see, the header pun takde.
hahaha
wait la. (:

implications

Bells or batons?

None of you would get my implication. NONE! I’d expected at least one to get it, but even that ONE person didn’t get what I mean. So I shall just give up on that (:

haunting me still

as u can very well see in the tiniest title above this very sentence, IT is still haunting me. well, it was gone. and clearly it is seen on the happier and less troubled me these days. but the question is, has it returned? that very thought had haunted me for hours since then. i tell u, it is the worst one could ever feel. and no one would want it back, again.

well, so dhiviah says, im confused. that could be a possibility. once again, another question, why am i doing things when im confused? there are more unexplainable questions to come. so why bother asking them when no answer could be given.

maybe i should seek for a professional advice. but whom? psycologist? omgaush. im not about to be mad till i have to visit the psycologist, am i? isnt that bad right?

just for you.. (:

a special dedication from a sincere heart. yes, you probably wouldnt be reading this, but, here you go.. (: *music's at the flash player*

Guess this means you’re sorry
You’re standing at my door
Guess this means you take back
What you said before
Like how much you wanted
Anyone but me
Said you’d never come back
But here you are again
Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you
Maybe I was stupid for telling you goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for tryin’ to pick a fight
I know that I’ve got issues
But you’re pretty messed up too
Anyway, I found out I’m nothing without you
Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you
Being with you is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn’t miss you, but I can’t let go
Oh yeah
Cuz we belong together now
Forever united here somehow
You got a piece of me
And honestly
My life would suck without you

memories

I turned my iTunes on shuffle the other day for a change, instead of listing to a certain playlist. And I came across this song. This song called, “I’m Amazed By You” by Tim McGraw. A song that I used to listen over and over again, cant help but to admire how well the lyrics were expressed. It was always the right song to describe my feelings. The lyrics fit perfectly.

I still remember tearing every time I listen to this song. Those days are just memories now. I used to cry over this song, when I start thinking of someone. Someone who shall not be mentioned. :D but yes, someone’s got a huge impact on my life.

Now that I’m over it. Everything’s fine. And it’s okay to listen to this song. I won’t get emo anymore. Haha.

But if you’re looking for an awesome song, I can tell u that it sure is. =D

sorrey but this is the best i can find. (: enjoy..