Good Earphone

Okay, so…

I recently realised something. When you use really good headphones, and you push in your ears to encapsulate the sound of the beat while blasting music (at an appropriate level in case you go deaf), is actually really calming. Yeah, the irony. It's really calming..

Try it :D

Phonies.

Today, once again life has proved its imperfections. Sometimes I think some people are too trusting, but then today I realised that I'm no better. Everyone in this entire world is lying to me. Wait, let me be precise, everyone I cared for, or once cared for in this world lied. From the closest to my blood, to furthest in relationship.

And these lies just build walls. These walls that never used to exist once before are just up now. Solid, tangible, and I just can't do anything about it. What's the use of a confrontation when it just creates more disorder in life?

I guess I should retract. And I think instinctively, retracting is the only logical step for self-protection. It's no wonder my ego is getting weaker ever since the first betrayal.

Don't bother saying anything, cause I've already given up on you.

She's the one.

Hello everyone :) 

Something deep happened to me today, and I thought I'd share.

It was a 4-hour long flight but I've never expected to fall into such deep sleep, let alone being thrown into such a real dream. I dreamt that I met the right one. And it obviously, felt so right. She looks pretty, she's so nice and that feeling was so strong and special that I could feel it even after I wake. I was and am so overwhelmed by my dream. 

She looks like the combination of a few people I know put together. I instinctively and immediately want to fall back asleep in hopes of returning back to where I left off in my dreamland, but I never found her again.

I'm starting to wonder if that's a sign. Maybe someone somewhere is telling me that that is how it should feel? Or maybe I'm just so absorbed into finding the right feeling that I'm making stories in my head. 

I miss you, whoever you are. 

Same Love

"The sexual orientation of my parents has had zero affect on the content of my character," Zack Wahls. 

Very often, gay couples are deemed unsuitable in upholding the responsibility to raise a child together. Watch the video above :) 

Everyone should be given the rights to love, be it a man loving a man or a woman. Some may argue that the nature of a gay relationship defies nature, and therefore it is wrong. Oh, hmm, okay... But when the sciences came up with two possible ways to resurrect extinct species, the ideas were applauded. Doesn't that defy nature too?

Why is society so judgmental? 

Watch the video and have a think... 

Go Away Homophobes!

Ohmaigod. Have I mentioned how many times I've watched Ellen and Portia's wedding video?

These two are so incredibly sweet, I think I'm diabetic now that I've watched it so many times. And I'm probably a little whacked from all the sugar rush. 

If there was ever a couple that can reassure me of true love and marriage, it would be the both of them. Straight or gay, I don't really give two fucks; they're happy, they're in love, and that is all that matters. 

And, did you see how both of them looked at each other when they first saw each other at 1:34? ...i know right!!

And you know, this video makes me want to be a better person. I would love to have a happily-ever-after that is just like theirs, or maybe an even better one. It makes me want to get there, it makes me want to love the people around me with all my heart and sincerity, and not to hurt them anymore. 

The other day, I was just having a YouTube battle with this religious homophobe who was, is and probably forever will criticise the both of them (and I still don't understand why he watches their videos if he is so against them!). I will not behave so immorally like that moron but I really can't understand how anyone does not see love in the both of them? 

Ahhh, so obsessed with these two again...

This Is Who I Am.

I find that the older I grow, the more I find myself, and the more I discover my soul, the more compelled I am to believe that we are all so bounded. I am so overwhelmed by this energy that fills the core of my soul that leads me to believe that no one should be restricted to accepting human nature just because of a certain belief.

credits

Belief is good. I do believe in God.
Religions are good too. But I don't believe in religions.

I feel that religions impose these set of guidelines in our lives that we must follow, regardless of whether or not civilisation and evolution has proved some of these guidelines wrong. These guidelines don't change with time. But humans and their needs do. They change so much that some of these guidelines become incompatible with present times. But still, if you rebel against them, you sin. 

It puts humans in such difficult situations. We are spending billions of dollars on research and development to open up that box, but these 'disciplines' keep us in. Ironic enough?

The bottom line is, 

credits

At least, I know I am. 

Those of you who claims to be strong believers, I respect you, and your religions. 

But since religionless people can accept you, why can't you accept religionless people? 

If prostitutes can accept usual people buying services from them, why can't society accept prostitutes?

If a gay couple can accept straight couples, why can't straight couples accept gay marriage?

Look at it again. 

You have a religion, you're bounded by it and that's entirely fine. People respect it, and I do. 

But it is not your job to go around judging the rights and wrongs of another's action by the definitions of your belief. 

I hate this chapter.

A new year has begun.
Bam!
But I'm still stuck here, like a bee stuck to honey..

But this ain't honey, bitch.

Why do I keep picking myself up just to fall again? If I already know that it is so hard to make a comeback and that it consumes such magnitude of energy, why do I allow myself to fall? I swear falling rock-bottom is like an addiction. At least it is for me...

I don't believe in religions. But these are times when I start to wonder if I should stick by one. Hmm...