Why Is This Happening Again?

That's it. I'm about to explode, I don't think I can take this anymore.

It really sucks when you're so messed up over an issue but you can't say a word to anyone at all. Oh God, you're killing me.

I think I know what's going on. I do, but I don't know if I misinterpreted anything. Because for all that I saw and thought yesterday seemed to have totally differ today.

I don't know what to do, or what to think, or even what to expect.

I'm just lost. Or it could be that I'm a little scared of what might happen if I actually had the guts to open my mouth and ask.

That's it blogger.

That's all you can know. It doesn't make me feel any better.

Kthxbai.

Gee, man.

You know like when you met someone and just instantly clicked with that person, init cools?

But that's not what I wanted to say today.

I wanted to blog about it but I know blogging means thinking aloud and the probability of my audience being the world is 1 out of 1.

And in matters like this, I hate blogging in the cryptic way that I always do.

BUT anyway.

I hate it when someone I care for is not feeling right, cause I can't do anything to change that. All I can do is probably listen..

It's really bad when that happens. I'm serious.

Okays, bye world.

Dear Saturday.

Just wanted to say today - don't judge a book by it's cover.

Before someone opens their book, don't ever assume it's contents. You'll be amazed.

There are things happening in the world that you may not know as an individual. I mean, you gotta expose yourself to a lot more things that you already have been. You will never reach stage when you'll have enough. Because it won't be.

I had a good day today :)

Hope you had a good day too readers..

Sequel: The Coke Favour III

You know when you start to work, it's like things get really turned around, and I bet it's gonna be a total change from high school.

Let's just say you became a boss. I guess it's really hard. But ya know, even if the stress level is unbearable, sometimes you really gotta think. You're busy and all that, yeah I get it but you've gotta care for other people's feelings as well.

For example, you set up a meeting with your staff and you always tell your staff how important it is to plan ahead and so that you can arrange your time and all that for the meeting with your staff. And say, your staff is really nice and they listen to you. They plan ahead, let you know, and all of you had an agreement.

That's good, it's good co-orperaton.

Then, you suddenly tell your staff one day before that you might not be able to attend this meeting, which means the meeting will turn pointless without your presence. Just because you set up another meeting with someone else, AFTER your staff tells you that you should be at meeting with them.

So now, what's a fair world?

Bosses always get their say. And us minorities will just have to stay on the unfair side of the world.

Oh well..

Sequel: The Coke Favour II

Sometimes when you don't want something to happen, you gotta say no, cause silence is often treated as an agreement.

So for example, if you don't like to be friends with a particular person, you've gotta stray away from her, even if she clings on to you like a magnet. The truth is, if you don't, she's never gonna know what you think of both of your relationship and you're just going to put yourself through the same torture again and again.

And it's not only a torture for yourself, it's a torture for the people around you as well. If you don't settle your own shit, you choose to hide, then that's fine with me and everyone else. So you don't come complaining to almost everyone that you don't want to be friends with this particular person again and again, everytime after she leaves.

And if you are on the other side of the boat, you gotta act, be and think smart. I just learnt in Bio today that it's all about inheritance and I remember seeing this part of a chromosome that says SMART and NOT SO SMART. So whether or not you inherited the dominant one or the recessive one, sometimes, I think everyone has common sense. Even someone with an IQ as low as mine.

To avoid bad relationships in life, if you're in the first situation, you gotta be truthful. If you don't and you go on ranting, it's gonna mess with every other relationship in your life. If you're in the second situation, never test one's limits.

End.

College?

I guess every teenager faces this problem, somehow or rather : Choosing the right college.

I've been college-hunting, but none of the colleges around town satisfy my needs and expectations. Probably I'm just to picky, like how I'm picky for everything that's happening in life. Oh well, you gotta be a little choosy to get the best, right :D

But now I'm kind of, really, sort of, not so but yeah, in a lost state. Because even college T is out of the league. Way out of the league. And I even open up to take College H into consideration but that's out of the league too.

So now, it's probably time to crash some open days and sorts like that :) I would if I have to even if I'm NEVER a fan of 'em. I just never really liked the way those people ask me about my future, like why should I explain it to them? It's mine anyway.

Oh well, let's see how things go :)